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It's been a year since my last journal. It's been a year but it feels like century. There are so many things happen and many things to think about. I just go to university this year and guess what, I take tourism major. Yeah, thats a big change. It's hard to decide what major should I take. My hobby is in art and so does my talent. Well, honestly there is some reason why I must take tourism major but I can't explain. Its like open up my deep scar as I type it down. Another change, well, I have leme camera application on my iTouch and recently I have a new hobby, photography. Although the camera isn't really good but I love the effects. I don

Today is: Tuesday, September 21, 2010 Where I am: in my tiny lavender colour bedroom Where I am actually: sitting on the floor (bahasa indonesia: ngedeprok) Time of day: 09:28 p.m. What I am Listening to: "Goodbye, Goodnight for Good" Alesana September is going to the end. But each day feel so long and I feel the time in school is passed so slooow. Day and night feel same, hot! I don't like using air conditioner. I think when everyone who used AC (Air conditioner) every night when they're sleep, do you think they're making jokes? When they're feeling so hot, they're using AC. They turn it on and feel the wind that come out from that whit

i just get quarrel with my parents. they said that i better take tourism if i go to university. but a year ago, they said they looking for arts university and make me dream about it and i love it. but why so suddenly they change their mind. i really want to take animation. how could they just destroy my dream that they whisper to me for years? i just want my happiness. they always said my lil brother better than me. they always said that my brother have a good talent in art. but what's he do? he just copycat me! and my parents never say 'your songs are great' or 'your arts is good'. and they say that words to my brother. my brother who don'